User blog:PrettyRaveGirl/DA is ADDICTING!!! And I'm outta Junior High!!! O o

Holy shit...

I apologize for leaving you guys behind.

I know that I haven't been on in a while and that I haven't been keeping up with my chapters!

I even promised that I wouldn't leave, but I've been so addicted to Deviant Art earlier that I spend more time on it than here with you guys!!!

I've based most of my art work on Bully, and am a dedicated fan. I'm working on a Johnny Vincent drawing which should really KICK ASS...

Other than that...

I just graduated from 8th grade on Wednesday and I'm going to be a freshman after the summer. The teachers and principal were beggining to talk about our career-aspirations and options. They even got us into a program where you take a test and recieve notifications for recommended Colleges, Institutes and Universities.

Anywho, I've been asking my mom when to apply for a modeling agency to remind her, because she doesn't want to do it for me. She told me, "I don't know Mikaela, but if they ask me to buy things or do a new portfolio, then I can't afford it! I don't know what to tell you."

I feel so depressed right now also because she told me that It's possible that I wouldn't be accpeted into an agency. I have such high hopes and beliefs for me to be able to be successful as a model, but she thinks that I won't become one. My mom wants me to get a "real and more professional job" like a "Doctor". I asked her and she told me that she'd find a modeling agency for me in the summer, and she's still putting it off.

I keep telling her to do it RIGHT NOW before it's too late, and it's pissing me off.

My 5th Chapter is now done by the way. Living Half Lives: Chapter 5 Part 2