User blog comment:Scarly/Message To Everyone/@comment-5151355-20110323054210

But yeah, I do honestly hope your grandma gets better. As for me, my great-grandma is in her nineties and my dog has gotten old (13 in May), so I'm just bracing myself for another death. It makes me so sad to think about, last year when my pet rats died within two months of each other I was devastated and it took me longer than two months to recover. My great grandma is strong but if my dog dies (I've had him since I was a little kid) I'm going to be thrown so out of balance. When my rats died I cried a lot and I became pretty violent and unpredictable. I suppose it's just my sadness expressing itself as I am usually so laid-back and nice that I don't get that mad or violent unless I'm put in or have gotten into a bad mood. Hell I even cry thinking about what would happen if my dog died and I can't help thinking about it because he's old and I'm worried about him. Last year when I was going to my friend's house I almost cried when my bro called and said my dog was sick but they took him to the vet and the vet said it was minor and it felt like a four ton weight had fallen off of me.