User blog:Scarly/Singing My Emotions: Cody Pepper: Chapter 2: I Missed You

All I could think of all night, was that song, and what I realised afterwards. I was that distracted, that I skipped gym. Well, I would have skipped it anyway, but this time I had a good reason. Miss Peters let me hang out in the music classroom, so I could play my guitar in peace.

I started playing a more upbeat melody to the other one, it still had a slightly emotional feel to it. Well, it did me anyway. I don't give a frick if anyone else thought the same. When it felt right, I started to sing.

''Why is it that I feel this way? ''

You was always there..

I felt absolutely nothing

Now you're gone

You took me along with you

Everything that I am

I missed you

From the moment I kissed you

You woke me up inside

Cast my anger aside

I want to hold you

And tell you I miss you...

But I know I never will..

I'd give anything to fight with you

Call you Loser, Asshole, Dumbass

''It's all good. ''

<p style="text-align: center">Where's the fire, where's the hate?

<p style="text-align: center">''I ask myself the same damn thing. ''

<p style="text-align: center">''Why did you have to go? ''

<p style="text-align: center">I missed you

<p style="text-align: center">From the moment I kissed you

<p style="text-align: center">You woke me up inside

<p style="text-align: center">Cast my anger aside

<p style="text-align: center">I want to hold you

<p style="text-align: center">And tell you I miss you...

<p style="text-align: center">But I know I never will..

<p style="text-align: center">Why do I feel it now?

<p style="text-align: center">It's only been one year seven months

<p style="text-align: center">One year seven months...

<p style="text-align: center">I didn't feel it before

<p style="text-align: center">''So why should I feel it now? ''

<p style="text-align: center">Do you feel the same?

<p style="text-align: center">I missed you

<p style="text-align: center">From the moment I kissed you

<p style="text-align: center">You woke me up inside

<p style="text-align: center">Cast my anger aside

<p style="text-align: center">I want to hold you

<p style="text-align: center">And tell you I miss you...

<p style="text-align: center">But I know I never will..

<p style="text-align: center">Come back to me

<p style="text-align: center">Make me feel complete

<p style="text-align: center">I don't care if we argue and fight

<p style="text-align: center">''That's good enough for me. ''

<p style="text-align: center">Call me Skank, call me Moron

<p style="text-align: center">Doesn't stop me from missing you.

<p style="text-align: center">''That's right, Loser, I miss you. ''

<p style="text-align: center">I look at myself and see what's wrong,

<p style="text-align: center">''I can only sing it in a song. ''

<p style="text-align: center">In a song...

<p style="text-align: center">I'll never be able to say those words..

<p style="text-align: center">I miss you.

I heard my phone ringing, I didn't even look at the screen, I just pressed answer. There as about a split second of silence, then someone spoke.

"Hey Skank, ditching gym again?" said the sarcastic sociopath, Gary.

"Oi, Asshole, I have some time to myself for a frickin' change, and you go and ruin it by calling me!" I snapped. I privately smirked - good frickin' job it isn't a video phone! "What the frick do you want?"

"Nothing, figured you'd be pining for me by now," he taunted.

"Don't flatter yourself, Asshole. I haven't even given you a second thought," I retorted.

I figured, that being a bitch to him was better. Most people would do all that mushy crap, just not us. When it comes down to all that love crap, I don't think we're quite there yet.