User blog comment:PrettyRaveGirl/Son of a Gun... What have I done?/@comment-2109247-20130818135922

I think I will be taking a break from talking or thinking on this website for a few days. Maladaptive Daydreaming is beginning to take effect on me once again and is depriving me of taking on daily needs as well as responsibilities. This is becoming a very big distraction for me just by putting too much thought into a mentally-ill character and taking in emotions just from conversing with users on here. Even reading past arguments is contributing to this. I should have been going out to the park two days ago, and I'm starting to put off chores until the last minute. I am also neglecting some of my sanitary habits.

Roleplaying should not be a priority for me at the moment, and I should be taking care of more important things in life. Perhaps I should reconsider pursuing "Tatiana" any further, and I'm thinking that this could be a potentional risk in triggering not only me but others on this website.

As of now, I am wide awake due to visualizing Tatiana in a traumatizing environment all through the night and have not been able to sleep because of this. However, that wasn't the only thing that was on my mind...

Although this is not a good time to present Tatiana to anyone, I would be more than happy to discuss about her character-sheet in a private conversation. If we are to do this, I would prefer using email instead of Bully Fanon Wiki.

Today I shall:

-Finish the rest of the dishes that are in the sink.

-Fix something I actually want to eat instead of just grabbing whatever is in front of me.

-Clean myself up, by removing unwanted hair.

-And finally, dressing myself up and getting my lazy ass OFF the bed and to the park.

I wish a good-day to you all, for I am in dire need of a break. If you do catch me coming on here again, I suggest you should ban me for an entire two weeks to prevent me from losing my sanity (I am only kidding on this part, but I do need to be serious about this.).

Toodles, got get me some ramen noodles~ OwO